BlameGame

Yesterday a strange thing happened my friend started telling me that her life is out of control and she dint know where it is heading.(I think most of us don’t know it) so I felt nothing special in it.. and then she said there is no point in thinking about where our life is heading cause destiny will take its own route ...at that time I felt she was spot on cause taking my own case first I wanted to be a pilot then join the army then wanted to be a doctor then a lecturer(which I still want to) ..one thing I dint want was sitting in front of a comp and coding which is exactly what I am doing…but then I thought why is it that destiny gives what we least want and not what we most want ??? Then again I had chance to be a all that I wanted to be may be except the pilot the rest I dint get because I dint choose to take it one way or the other… I dint study hard enough to be in a medical college and I dint choose to be lecturer because I dint want the low salary,then why am i blaming destiny???.. cause maybe its too hard to accept that i am a looser in one way or the other... so we get a good scrape goat called life, destiny or god.. I think i have said this hundred times that god directs a drama called life and we are all just actors… but I think what I failed to see is yes we are actors but its up to us how to act.. definitely no director would ask us to act badly… now I think god gives us the role and allows us to act… why blame destiny if we are not acting well…J nice to think and write all this but am I going to implement all this .. I don’t think so… you its in our blood to blame others take for example we blamed the whole Bangalore authority when banglore got flooded last week but we continue to clog the drains…its in our genes I cant help it…. (now I got new scrape goat no not destiny or god… my genes and I intend to make full use of it )