ME & only ME

“You are so adamant… you are so stubborn ” my friend yelled. He was very angry at me. Well he had reason to be angry but then came a shocker he told me that I better change or else I would loose all my loved ones. I knew he was wrong. I mean I know i am very adamant and stubborn and all that but, what’s that got to do with me loosing my loved ones. According to me I am what I am because of all that adamant and ego and stubborn and so on on.. I mean every person has a thing called identity, may be this is my identity, just like Osama is identified with terrorism and Veerappan with his moustache and Raki sawant for her lack of acting talents and Dhoni for his sixers everybody has his or her own identity which could be good or bad. may be I am not that famous but is it necessary that only famous people have something associated with them. And think about this guys if all the people in this world would leave all their bad qualities then how wouldn’t world be a boring place, if everybody were to become a goody two shoe who would need a god .By the way what is a bad quality anyway. For my mom smoking is a bad habit but if everybody quit smoking then what would happen to all the people who work for the cigarette company(I work for ITC by the way)..so then actually bad habit of smoking is good, cause it gives jobs for many people and pays me too..And does me being adamant cause problems to so many people. my so called loved ones.. ha I doubt that.. cause, the people who love me, care for me know that I am adamant…. I AM WHAT I AM….I think they would love me in spite of me being adamant…my mother still loves me after 22 years so does my sister… I dint loose them. I don’t want to loose my identity …I prefer to be called Adamant Gowtham then being a No identity Gowtham…I Am so adamant I don’t want to change… WHATSOEVER HAPPENS :) whosoever likes it or not