Landing,my life ?

For the first time it took off,my model plane aptly named flying smiles was bringing big time smiles on my face.it swayed a bit with the wind but it went up, after innumerable launches I could see my flying smiles up there.. my happiness knew no bounds… It was as if even I too was flying with the plane. Everything seemed so perfect so nice. And then my fingers pushed the joystick to the left so that my plane could turn left and I can get it to land, after all it only had a flying time of max 15min.FS(Flying smiles) dint respond to my command, it was as though it dint want to land. it wanted to keep flying and may be kiss the clouds. Ha now even my plane dint want to obey me..i was angry,worried almost like how u r parents are when u don’t obey them..he he he..but I was going to be like a strict parent.. very adamant I tried both the controls hoping something would work.. nothing did !!! that’s when it hit me.. my FC was not in my control.. what happened I don’t know.. i started running behind it.. hoping I will catch it .. hoping to avoid any damage to the plane… it was my life revisited all over again.. some times I am so happy that I cannot come to terms with my happiness and suddenly as though somebody emphasizing the fact that too much of good is bad I start to fall or worse yet I start to drift without any control, without any purpose,not knowing what I am doing, not knowing where I am going…even though I try hard to get my life in control, try do what I want ..it just doesn’t happen.. its always the external factor that controls me and the life..the same thing was happening o my FC…it was being carried by the wind..it was not able to go where it wanted to.. I knew how it felt..i had been there..actually I AM IN THAT PLACE RIGHT NOW… but my FC was descending quicker than I tought.. and then it crashed.. I ran towards it ..i was joined in my run by some street dogs too, or where they chasing me.. I dint care I wanted my FC back safe and sound, then when I reached there..i saw it lying and waiting to be picked up… I checked and it had no major damages and as I picked it up my heart hoped that one day my life will too have if not a smooth landing a damage free one…and my brain said don’t be so foolish.. be practical.. well I think I got to hope for best and also PREPARE for the worst ?