Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Who AM I ?

I am not who I am because I don’t know who I am. I am a Son sometimes.. A brother sometimes and a friend sometimes enemy most of the time and a boy friend all the time!!!! an employee for almost 8 hours a day a student for an hour in a week and the list goes on.. may be we are all destined to play this multiple roles.. Whatever may be the case the problem,or the real problem comes when life wants to you to play a double role at the same time.. Like imagine this situation guys… your best friend and your girlfriend are both in deep trouble and both need you at the same time or your mother and your girl or better your mother and your best friend needs you at the same time… this is when you wish that you had a body double else its so tough to choose.. Its one thing to be with someone when they need you if you are free and entirely a different ball game to be with two people.. I had to face a similar situation and believe me that is what has made me write this.. Because after that episode I think I don’t know who I am because I think I cant be good in all the roles and at the same time if I am not good ina particular role I am going to hurt a section of people or my loved ones… I want to know who I am.. please help me out here guys .. I know most of you will say “If you want my advice, Gowtham " he said at last, "you’ve made a mistake already.
By asking me. By asking anyone. Never ask people. Not about yourself. Don’t you
know who you are ? How can you stand it, not to know?"… well guys believe me if I had known I wouldn’t be writing this blog… so I request all of you irrespective of whether you know me or not just write what according to you ….I AM.. I promise you all my next blog will be titled I AM instead of WHO AM I ?

4 comments:

Unknown said...

u shd b knowing urself better thn others...i dont think u will agree with anyone if they say negative thing abt WHO U R...
as far as i knw u, u r good in all d roles, a frnd, a son, a brother, a boy frnd etc etc n i dont think a person like u wud need a body double...

fatima said...

u r a sweetheart most of the times.. to ur girl ur mom ur sis n also to ur best frnd... well its actually impossible to choose between ur girl n ur mom to be thr for...but best thing would b to divide ur time n be thr for both.. no need of body doule dear just bit of understandin is all wat is required ... well ok i know ur girl but who is this ur best frnd??

Anonymous said...

I want to have ten bodies minimum..1 for u, 1 for studies, 1 for movies it goes like that...and I think god has made us in such a way that v r capable enough to play n no of roles..just think of ur past,u ll realise that everytime u were wit them who needed u..unknowingly..in dual situations also i think u have justified every relation..before cuming to any conclusion ask ur loved ones whether there was any time wen u left them alone..never dear!!! live wat u r and for any more doubts contact me!!!!!

Kold Koffee said...

c'mon. u r a multitasker. i have never seen u not being around whoever needs u, at watever point of tym. be it aunty, tejasvi, shru or me. u r super-man, remember!

as v grow, v begin 2 realize our innate power 2 walk alongside all our loved ones with ease n v do it all d tym, without much difficulties. so chill. u r jus grt!