Decisions

‘I know what I want’.. I think this is the toughest sentence I told myself because actually I dint till recently.. now that I do I hope that I don’t change my priorities.. But according to me the intresting thing is how I found what I wanted…Day was Tuesday afternoon My pl called and Grow up!! my manager said.. I was furious, I was angry and I was frustrated cause for no mistake of mine he said that..But then in the evening I talked to my spiritual, technical and motivational guru and to my surprise he said me even his boss had once said the exact same words to him !!!! I was momentarily happy because I thought we were now on the same level then he told me what his reply to his boss was he had replied “Sir I am in a age where I cant grow vertically and horizontally I don’t want to grow.. Mentally its very tough to grow and FINANCIALLY you don’t make me grow and organizationally if I grow you will be in trouble.. Now tell me sir how should I grow…” This is what makes him my guru and then he told me unless there are some characters like this in your life you will never succeed!! hmm and he said the best thing just before saying good night he said “Listen to everybody’s advise …but do only what you want to do” and this one sentence solved 99% of my problems.. and then I thought what I really wanted to do.. I Got my answer I just wanted to be me that’s all.. isn’t it ..be Gowtham how tough is that.. now I think that its just not that tough just give me my space and leave me to take my decisions maybe wrong ones but then its ok please let me make mistakes so that I can learn even if I don’t, I will suffer!! hell with me.. let me do what I want to do the way I want to do.. I think by doing that I will invariably hurt some.. Hope everyone has a pl like mine who puts a burner under your ass so that you just jump into decisions instead of crawling into one.. Believe me guys when you actually know what you want and have decided that you will get it at any cost (could be anything job ,love ,pass in exam)….u can just have to decide
IF you think u can then definitely u can.. If u think u can then u cant…At least decide if u can or cant ? cause there are others who are more than willing if u cant ….